December 2010
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Want:
2011 to be beautiful and not nearly as shitty as 2010.
motivation
my headache to go away
a kitten to hang out with and bring everywhere always
everyone that I care about to feel exceptional
a hug
to feel infinite
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"and these past 2 days have been incredible, and...
“This is newness : every little tawdry
Obstacle glass-wrapped and peculiar,...”
– New Year on Dartmoor, Sylvia Plath (via aplathaday)
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as we melt let's make no noise.
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You came back and you brought floods Wearing a necklace made of hearts that you’d dragged through the mud And I guess I wasn’t quite sure what to say to you But then I saw mine, almost reached out to grab it Said, darling, you’re the only one on earth I want to have it But now I’m not so sure that was true After the hell you put it through But there was no sharp...
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Oh, how selfish of myself To always say that it was more than I could take Like it was pain I couldn’t shake Like it could break me with its fingers Throw my body in the lake and I would slowly sink away But the truth is it was sorrow that I made and wouldn’t face See, I keep falling for the future after tripping on the past And I am always tearing sutures out to make the...
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Today was so good.
and I’m ending it with
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❒ Single ❒ Taken ✔ ¿Donde está la biblioteca?
Why am I not underneath twenty seven blankets...
Seriously what the fuck am I thinking…?
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I don’t remember the last time I REALLY hugged someone.
I miss that.
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Fuck Four Lokos.
I just woke up. It’s Christmas morning. I think I’m still kind of drunk.
Life is confusing right now.
that moment when you go to the bathroom by...
happytweak:
sheisthewar:
chimiet:
OMG and its always when youre alone and you look in the mirror.
fuck me. THIS IS SO TRUE.
I have to reblog. I always make crazy faces at myself. Then I realize its 20 minutes later.
YES. Yes.
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You should call me sometime.
I won’t answer, but at least I’ll know you care.
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I WANT A KITTEN
JUST SO I CAN NAME IT BEETLEJUICE
MAOW
:3
I want to fall in love
and stuff.
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Hi.
Just realized I haven’t spoken one word out loud all day. This is weird. I also have only been out of bed once, to smoke a cigarette of course. Even though I’m sick and I have a sore throat and a bunch of other shit.
For someone who spends a really good majority of her time alone (by choice), I really long for attention and relationships and friendships. I think I want things but...
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Love is watching someone die.
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I want to be a beast. I want to make you proud and play with your head. I want to take you out, make you feel adored and buy you everything. I want to hurt you bad, make you paranoid and say the sweetest things. I want to help you grow, and for eternity I want to be your ‘what’s happening’.
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“Amelie has a strange feeling of absolute harmony. It’s a perfect moment. A...”
– Amelie
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You would’ve been 18 today. I love you and miss you so much.
Moments where everything falls into place.
You’re looking at something beautiful. Or you’re surrounded by people you love. Or you’re alone. A song comes on shuffle that fits exactly how you’re feeling and everything ties together in one perfect moment of complete harmony and you feel infinite.
You know what I mean?
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-12-19) →
George Winston (449)
Wilco (88)
Ludovico Einaudi (50)
Foals (44)
Yiruma (39)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
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Saw the moon being cool. Time to re-watch Nip/Tuck because that’s how exciting my life is.
/f0reveralone.
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Late library books.
Today at work I seriously bonded with an old lady because we both have late library books. It was one of the cutest and nicest moments of my life. She was in a rush to get out of the store because she needed to make it to the library before it closed, so I told her that I also had a very late library book. We laughed about it together and she held my hand and it was such a great moment. She stayed...
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WHY CAN'T I DOWNLOAD FOOD FROM THE INTERNET
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I'll be your winter coat,
Buttoned and zipped straight to the throat With the collar up so you won’t catch cold
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Today
I’m really happy.
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George Winston - Lullaby
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Depressing 5 AM poetry.
Anonymity engulf me, change me open my chest and reveal my heart so everyone will know it’s not beating, not the way it should be. But I’ll be safe from the whispers and stares. No one will know it’s me in despair. It’s not me. I’m fine. I’m normal.
I swear.
I want someone to see through me
without me revealing the weak face I wear.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
I skipped 9 because it was dumb and I feel like I already answered it.
My first love was beautiful and traumatizing, as I think many first loves are. We both put each other through a lot, and it kind of forced me to grow up and deal with issues I wasn’t ready to deal with. It changed me, in good ways and bad ways. It’s still hard to let go. Maybe even impossible.
My first kiss was...